Okay before you read this i should tell you that it might sound a bit depro but if you read till the end it will make sense. If you can read this and understand the true meaning behind the words it will really help you even when times are at thier worst.

Life can be cruel, a continuous enigma. Its like a gruesome war lingering on and on, covered with the shadows of lost souls. Even if its soldiers have already fallen and lost every single inch of hope and is crying out in desperation. It can be vicious, wont let go of you and makes you suffer to the bitter end, but if you don't learn to fight and stand above the hardship, you'll be sucked into an immense black hole of sorrow and pity where all you can think about is letting go, giving up and death will be at your feet...

Would you want to take that step and end your life?


Life can take someone away from you, crush your dreams, drenching you in pain. You become immobile, numb and then a blanket of pain wraps itself around you, suffocating you. You feel feeble like someone is mercilessly driving knives slowly through your body ,making sure that not one inch is left untouched, then when the pain gets so unbearable you plunge to the ground and the hope in your eyes fades away and is replaced by anguish.

You feel alone, it is like you are in a glass box. You hear the laughter of the people around you, how they have a wonderful life. But if you listen harder, past the laughter,smile and the words, there is a whisper, faint yet almost like a scream. It is the calls of the lost souls consumed with pain. It is calling you closer. When you choose to listen it pulls you and your box gets smaller, smaller and smaller,
suffocating, trapping you.
You scream but they don't understand,
they just
walk
by
oblivious to your plea.

You yearn for a taste of freedom,yet, your troubles take the pleasure of the sweet taste away and you are left with that juicy, mouth- watering fruit on the brink of your lips. You try to take a bite but all you taste is your troubles slowly tearing you away from the pleasures of life. Corroding every memory you hold dearest.

The only thing you see is pain, because you see everyone around you. You see their happiness.
You can see it,
its there,
but every time you try and keep it as a memory
it slips away like time so often does.
All that you see is sadness and pain,
a blanket of gray overshadowing the smiles:


Nature.To be mortal. To die. Life is only truly beautiful when it ends. To see the flower seed, bloom and then wilt. Every stage is just as beautiful as last...

But this does not meen that you should give up without fighting.
Keep your head up high and fight.
Fight for your place in this world.
Don't try to evade the obstacles crossing your path.
Never let your troubles overshadow your dreams because...

"Giving up is what kills people.
When you refuse to surrender with all your heart
then you'll transcend your humanity.
Even in the face of death
never-
ever-
give up."*

A quote form helsing*